Today I am beginning a commitment to blog. As I sit here typing these words I have already gone through and erased them thinking how stupid this actually is, who is going to read this besides me? I am writing in a journal daily but for some reason feel the need to write on here as well, in hopes that my upcoming commitments are held to a higher standard because others are reading as well.
Here's where I am. I graduated from the University of Colorado at Boulder in December. I graduated a semester early in hopes of getting an internship that I didn't end up getting. Lost, confused and recently single I hit the point where I said, "Ok God, WHAT NOW?"... Are we really supposed to know the answer to that question right out of college? All I've known is to be a student my entire life. I think that's why so many people in my generation go back to school, because I've we've ever learned to be is a student.
not me, well not yet.
I think I'll go back to school but there's so much I want to see and do before that. I was bound to the idea of finding my future husband soon, seriously? Why am I so impatient!? God will provide him when he will, but until them I'm going to live my life.. So that's what I'm doing.. and that's what I'm writing about.
I just moved home to California from Colorado- What a way to start an adventure huh? I am here for an internship with Presbyterian Church of the Master and am really excited about it though apprehensive to leave beautiful Boulder and my friends. I know I'm here for a purpose and I'm here to figure out what that is! I am doing this more for myself than anyone else, because I've realized that I am a person who is not willing to admit it but is entirely petrified of commitment.. So here i'm starting, with a commitment to write what I'm doing and where I'm going. Buckle up, I have a feeling it's going to be a wild ride.
Cheers!
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